| i just got done looking back on all my entries of the past.. they make me laugh and feel sad at times.. i see how much i've changed and grown.. i cannot believe how far i have come.. life has been an interesting and complex journey for me... to say the least.. it scares me how fast it is going.. i can remember in high school dreaming to be at the point i am right now.. and now i am finally here.. it's great, amazing, scaring, thrilling.. what really scares me is that i still struggle with some of the same issues that i did in high school.. i feel like i am supposed to have everything figured out and that i am supposed to have life all together.. it scares me b/c i am supposed to be an adult now.. and yet i still feel like a scared little kid.. |
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| College is amazing.. for all of you out there struggling through high school.. just trying to survive high school drama.. well let me tell you there is a light to the end of your tunnel! College is absolutely amazing.. so is God.. God is so great! i just love him!*! |
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| prom!wooohoooooo!!! i'm actually excited bout prom this year! |
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| have you felt tired but can't fall asleep? or when you fall asleep you just wake up at 1 or 2 in the morning.. oh how i wish i could get a complete night's rest... that would be wonderful! well.. i making two posts within one month.. this is pretty good... teehee.
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| ever felt like giving up on everything even though you're really close to the end? that is the way i feel.. i just want to give up... on everything... i kinda just want to go find my own little island and stay there for a couple of months.. just get away from everything... i feel like i can't make it.. (sigh) i just wish the sun would come out. |
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